I live in small town where everyone knows everyone. I am realted to almost everyone here. With that being said, my family has always had something to say regaurding anyones life where its their business or not. Its alway who, what, where, when and why. I can't stand it. It's always about someone that donesn't concern them . Who is with such and such, What they look like, Why are they like that, when did.. blah blah blah. Im like go get your life. When it comes to me, its always negative. I was called a white nigga/er from my grandfather. Yes I am black, I speak "diffrent', I feel diffrent, Alone, and sometimes lost. But when he called me that. It really hurt me. My blackness isn't any diffrent then his. Just becuse I am this way doesn't make me less of a person. I told him that it hurt me, he told me he didn't care. At thisstage in my life I shouldn't have to question myself nor my core. I have a lot to give. I have never felt so hurt and so taken back it. Even grandchildern have a heart.
