What is it about

As I look around at the world, it scare me what is going on.  All the destruction and mayhem, will anyone be happy.

I don't know what to write about

So it has been a crazy week at work and I am very tried. I have been so stressed and crazy that I just need some fun time. But when that time comes, there is no one to call or I am just forgot about. I always feel left out of things. Its not fair. I guess its like my Grandmother would say, " Out of sight, Out of mind' When it comes to lifes situations.

 I don't date. Not that I choose not to. Its just I haven't found anyone. And in fact I have never dated. I figure no one wanted me. I use to think I wasn't good enough, pretty enough, smart enough and grand enough. But I know those things are not true. I am good for someone and I know and pray that someone will love me for me.

I often try to figure out the figure the future and it has to offer. I need a new change to feel good about myself and life choices. I figured that one day soon ( cross my fingers) that I will find out soon.

Night at the Opera

Christmas Day was magical. I worked, I think I have worked every holiday the past 3 years. Then I was getting paid time and a half. Now not even a dime. So anyways I worked and then at 3pm I went with my mother and brother to Downtown Dallas.

It reminded  me of when my mother and I would go to Mississippi to see my great grandmother.
We arrived at the hotel. This big tall building, several stories high. We stayed on the 24th floor. It was quite and nice. The room was big. Two queen size beds and then a bathroom also a sleeper sofa for my brother. This is the type of hotel that the rich people go to . Everything has a price. Water, tea, everything.
As soon as we got there we got ready to go to dinner at  Morton's Steak House. Here we were all dressed in black and white. We looked sharp. Only person missing was my Step father.

At the restaurant, it was dark and busy. Alot of people, young, old, black, white, everyone. I was impressed and taken back by the whole thing. My mother has always tried to make sure we experience culture. We sat there and had a full course meal. I had the red snapper, we shared horseradish potatoes and broccoli.. My mother had bread pudding and lamb chops, my brother a steak and chocolate cake.

Afterwards we arrived at the Whispear Opera House to Jersey Boys. My mother has got us box seats. It was just us three in box e . The curtain opens and the show begins. It was great. I was just happy to experience the whole thing.

It was one of the best Christmas ever.