Rejection

Rejection. I think for me that word means alot . Cause that's all I know, but not what I am. I always felted different from other people. Whether it's was how I talked, dressed, my opinions, or my inner thoughts of myself.
I believe that it started when my father called me when I was 8. He told me he got married and that she was pregnant as well as had 4 other children. I think at the time I understood enough to know that life had changed and that things wouldn't be the same. The feeling of being unwanted and lost. For someone to rise another family and to feel left out.
My father and I don't have the best relationship but efforts are being made.