90days

I'll be 37 in about 90 Days. So what I'm doing is a 90 day self improvement and awareness for myself. This week.... Sleep. Trying to get a hold on my sleeping schedule. So far two days in good. Also I've been journaling. I've discovered laughing is the best thing for rest. You see, I work a place where it's just me and one other person. She cracks me up and then I start going in. It's amazing. I look forward to coming to work. Never thought I would ever say that. For now.  

Tomorrow is not promised. For so long, I've wondered and lived in my daydreams. My daydreams is the perfect escape from the reality that I live. It's my safety net and makes me believe in the good things that will never come true. Sounds like a bad life. Yep. It is.  It's where it just in the mint of finding something better than me. 

All of the scenarios and dreams. I'm not sure if I should share them. It will make me look crazy. Since I dream doing the day, the night is so loud.